Joshua's headstone was placed this past week. This has brought a lot of closure to much of my grief for this while. I love the way it looks and everything about it. The graphic on it is on a headstone close to his and that bothered me at first however I love the picture of Christ with the baby. It brings me peace and I smile everytime I see it. I appreciate the company that put the stone in. They were very timely and did a great job doing things the way we wanted them done. The stone has cement in front I can put things on if I want and also the stone is very wide on top so I can set things there also. It has been four months since I last held my little son. I have found much peace in the community of angel mom bloggers. I have learned much from these graceful women who share the same or similar fate. I have collected 37 pages of quotes, poems, song lyrics,and ideas. I hope someday to be able to offer the same support they all have given me in my time of need. I have enjoyed watching a few of them have their rainbow babies. Here are a few photos of his headstone and the beautiful statue that stands guard over the baby area in the cemetary. It is a peaceful place.
5 months ago