It is interesting to me to find myself being bombarded with the grief feelings again as we enter into the summer. The grief finds itself at center stage in my life where for the past few months it definitely has been in the corner playing just a small simple background melody. As the anniversary of Joshua' s death approaches the loudness of the sadness comes forward in my brain. It is not as painful this time around but it brings a shadow to some of my days. Joshua dear, I do know you are doing the plan that was set forth for you. I am glad to be your mom. Thank you for visiting as the grief comes and goes. Thank you for letting me know your desire to be in our family. We will continue to do our best as a family with our plan laid out for us. We love you so dearly. Mom
Love this article: Explains the grief game so well.
5 months ago