Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Two Years

Two years ago today I found out my baby boy was no longer alive.  Never has my heart been turned upside down.  Today I hold my sweet little baby boy who has been a gift for the past 3 1/2 months.  I look back on all the things I have learned.  Truly we all have a plan. I am grateful for the need to have a savior and to have "met" beautiful women whose words have strengthened me and said the phrases of my heart.  As much as I would love to have a two year old bopping around our home I know he is doing his job and that I must do mine as well. 
Joshua dear.  I love you.  You are forever instilled in my heart.  You are a wonderful son.  I appreciate the chance to  be your mother.  Till we meet again.... Mom