Happy Birthday Joshua

Happy Angel Birthday Sweet Son.  Miss you every day.  Love you forever, like you for always.  My baby you will always be.  God be with you till we meet again.  Love always, Mommy

A year ago

Tragedy.  There is no other word to describe the feeling I had a year ago tonight.  As my husband and I were reeling from the news of no heartbeat and a stillborn son who still needed to be born.  Broken hearted we went through the motions of telling our families.  Our children were so devastated.  They had prayed so hard for another sibling.  What a devastating night.  Well a year later all I can say is I am grateful for a God who loves me and knows me and my family. 

I thought I would be expecting a baby at this time but no the case just wishing for one.  

Help Please

Dear Angel Mom community, 

You all have helped me so very much over the past year.  I wish I could thank each of you for when your words inspired me to keep moving forward and you have helped me feel normal and like I am not quite as crazy as I thought I was.  I am trying to come up with something to do for Joshua's year angel versary.   My husband will be out of  town helping others and I really want to do something but have not been able to put my heart or hand on just the right thing.  I am looking for any suggestions you have.  I do have three other children who have been very affected by his loss and I want to do something with/for them also.  Thanks Kappy

(Joshua's footprint)